sad anniversary!!

lately i have been very miserable and snappy..i get irritated and dont take even 2% effort not to show it..i snap at people, cut them out, shout at them, tell them in no mean terms where they can go and what they can do to themselves...i really dont know why its happening coz im generally a person who thinks about the other person before saying or doing something and im generally not rude or mean to people (infact never)...like you might be wearing the crappiest shirt but if you ask me how it is you'll always get "nice". i am not going like "wowwwwwww awesome" but i wont even be "ewwww dude! what were you thinking?"

probably the fact that i had been to mumbai and had an awesome 5 days had something to do with it. i was so miserable back here that i was annoyed at everyone around me. but enough sulking. thats not what i want to write.

what i want to write is how i have never been out of india. So now when my lovely su went to London and got back chocolates and i offered them to my dad, all i got was scornful taunts. in his words "all the kids have been around the globe four times but this girl is a frog in a well. she will never get out".. how humiliating. i should have had all the chocolates myself. but whatever. my time has just started..only one year to be precise..

that reminds me that 3 days back i celebrated one year of staying in blore...i shouldnt use the word 'celebrated'..sulking is not a form of celebration :P