move on..

ive written quite some depressing posts..and im not happy about it. imagine i coming back to read my posts at the age of 40 and all i see is these dull depressing, saaaaaaad posts...wont speak much about my 'young' days...if im still young that is...imagine what a 40 year old would go through on realising that her life's best days were spent living a depressing life and on top of that even writing about it.

so for the sake of 40-year-old-me, ive decided not to write depressing posts now...

was speaking to a friend yday...and happened to breach the subject of 'hum dil de chuke sanam'.. yeah that movie which has managed to make me cry 3 times...actually everytime i saw the last scene. when salman is finally finally snubbed. yeah snubbed, what else?

everybody found peace...the wife, the husband, the director, the indian mentality (wife sticks to husband, doesnt go with former lover)...but what about salman...my heart always went out for him...always..

maybe he was wrong to have lacked the conviction and gone...but whatever happened was due to lack of communication and some silly fights. I always felt that it was unfair. ok you fight, ok there is miscommunication...but if that had not happened, those two would still be together...so salman shud have been with the girl...not someone who comes into the girl's life and tries to help her find her love.

this other guy was a means..not the end. yeah then it would have been unfair on him but the degree would be less...he barely knows the girl and never felt that she loves him back...so the hurt is less.

but then what the heck...i hope salman became a rockstar and had hordes of girls following him..robbie william type...and he stayed single and had orgies till he became old enough to settle down...and then he found some perfect girl and they lived happily ever after. (and yeah good luck to the sad, boring housewife and sadder, more boring lawyer husband leading their sad, boring, mediocre lives)

yeah because from what i know..love and people you love are totally replacable...if you think you cant live without someone or someone is just right for you...its just what you think...not the reality...its just about moving on...some are good at it, the others take time but everyone is capable of it..and true love is a joke...so like in the ad thats showing nowadays...move on, man...